Patiently Waiting...

I'm still here, I thought I would be writing a lot more, but I just heard back from the trainer about the competition on Saturday. I thought it was going to fall through for a second. So basically once I meet with her this week for set-up of my training schedule and food I will be ready to start on Sunday the 12th, which is 12 weeks from the Sep 10th comp. Its really all I have been talking about so I can't wait to start. It's one thing to be taking about it, but do be in the process of doing it is a whole different story. I'm excited to feel sore,as weird as that is. This weekend  has been a disaster because everyone that I have been telling as been urging me to eat and drink whatever I want. There reasoning is basically what mine has been... I won't be able to eat so many yummy things for so long or maybe ever again. It seems harmless, but I feel like a FATTY now. I have had things I would never eat in the same week. Pasta, Chinese food, ice cream, BEER. I don't really drink but have probably had more beer the last 2 weeks then I have the last 3 years. I'm nervous but excited to start this journey, I'm going to be diligent and focused. My MO is normally to train really hard for about 2 months and even though there are results, they aren't the results that I want so I would tend to back off and get discouraged. I guess the best part about this training program is the accountability that I will have towards competing in the bikini competition. I obviously will not slack off if I know I will be in front of a auditorium full of people in an itty bitty bikini!!! Anyways, hopefully more news to come soon!! Patiently waiting...